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Double Red
04:50
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2. |
Breakneck Spin
03:59
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gonna film a music video for this out in hurricane florence, see the video later this week or read my obituary.
lyrics
laying on the floor, our lives a mess
playing with you hair as you lie on my chest
we're linked again
both run from guns, one from the law and one from fear
I call you up and sigh when it's you I hear
together again
our busy lives, filled with the scent of cigarettes
I drink it all in, then I drink to forget
love's face again
oh I'm just tryna take it in
before my legs are swept out by the world's breakneck spin
then it sweeps me away
oh I'm just tryna live it all
feel the rush of the chase, write the sweetest love song
but where to begin
I'd sit here sad and be all alone
say I don't have time for bad emo poems
but that's all I write
filled with art but cannot seem to write it down
searching for the breakup that'll let it all out
tears and ideas flow
always scared of pushing those I love away
but too close or too far is where I feel okay
but I'll change for you
oh I'm just tryna take it in
before my legs are swept out by the world's breakneck spin
then it sweeps me away
oh I'm just tryna live it all
feel the rush of the chase, write the sweetest love song
but where to begin
oh I'm just tryna live my life
think I found true love but then hurt from the knife
in my side again
oh I'm just tryna be kind
help my fellow man get along by my side
walking hand in hand
life can be a mess, but don't think too hard
there's people out there that love who you are
just keep being you
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3. |
Lost Soul
04:41
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oh
observe the lost soul
there he goes again
needs to phone a friend
oh
no
a quest for fools gold
a fatal pattern plan
it goes and starts again
he
takes
a photo then he makes
it look better from afar
hide the lonely scar
love
like sand
slips through gaps in hands
a solo one man show
singing harmonies at home
so
so beware
he's got his life lined up
but he's trending to the deep end
where
his plans will fall apart
and he'll be helpless to repeat em
getting out
I'm sleeping at a house
that's owned by i don't know
while I dream bout a home
running now
I'm terrified of how
im sprinting in the shoes
of men with much to lose
do you feel like you're all alone
I know this place can be empty
do you wish you had someone to hold
I know I want someone to accept me
do you fall asleep at night
questioning if the world was meant for you
when you wake in the morn
do you think, when will i get to start new
but youre not giving in and you're not giving out
you're stronger than them
so you'll kick and you'll shout.
a metal taste in your mouth from biting them
not the flesh of a foe
but the lip of a friend
the red plays on your tongue as you go back in
another turkish delight
but no temptation or sin
the warmth keeps on growing till it's painfully hot
but you gotta keep on going
to push the boundaries of thought
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4. |
Boots
06:20
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5. |
Cavity
06:24
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got four cavities this year
taste the sickly sweet and confirm my fears
four dark dots invade my sense of self and mind
i crumble week by week while my teeth do so in kind
don't know if i trust my body
mirror morph and change not me
picnic bench where you find me sobbing
ash my cig and pat my pants for keys
interlude thing
introvert but i crave affection
not real life but the concept of it
not a lie when i want attention
but terrified when I'm given a hit
cover charge then I'm standing outside
blowing smoke to escape the crowd
feels like I'm here just wasting money
I just sometimes wish they're not so goddamn loud
[CHORUS]
cavity
feel the rot in your mouth
laziness
self care but blown out
empathy
gonna floss till i bleed
agency
what I lost but I need
stuck inside and I wanna scream
flaked again im thrown aside
reading into signs more shallow than they seem
false symbols i read then write
double triple text my darling
petrified of losing them
not so scared of losing benefits
but stuck in fear of losing a friend
interlude
fear of missing out taunts me
while it robs my will to move
so I'll stay right here in my desk chair
catch 22 will make me lose
hit up folks that have grown distant
grasp on the strings of a friendship gone
don't know if what they feel is pity
or if they're scared of losing the bond
[CHORUS]
cavity
feel the rot in your mouth
laziness
self care but blown out
empathy
gonna floss till i bleed
agency
what I lost but I need
running my life to the ground again, I'll say
HEY HEY
watch as I'm moving
bittersweet taste hits my tongue and then
HEY HEY LOOK OUT
I'm already losing
stressing out coz i put off working in
HEY HEY ITS COOL
I'll do it later
comin on strong coz I'm off my ritalin
HEY HEY
brushed off but don't hate her
swept up in the social hurricane
HEY HEY
a gale force second wind
feel like shit but I'm drunk to numb the pain
HEY HEY
why'd you go on home with him
verse grows long so I'm gonna end the song
HEY HEY
how creative
fuck off dude I'm just tryna finish strong
HEY HEY
give me a break man
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6. |
Anderson
03:55
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you're not boring to me
to take you out's not a chore
spending time is a breeze
and I wish I spend more
so be my suzy
and I'll be your sam
innocent loving
no need to be a man
like an anderson film
draped in amber and light
futura font and symmetrical sights
let's run away now
to a beach where we can tent
feels like a new trailhead
though the first trail actually ends
I wanna run run run
go somewhere new
I wanna run run run
escape hell with you
run run run
let's get out of here
and I hope
and I pray
that we'll leave this place someday
gonna drive up north with no direction in mind
just hit the road just to see what we find
and run run run
go somewhere new
I wanna run run run
escape hell with you
run run run
let's get out of here
bitter smoke in my eye
and it brings me to tears
you make me not wanna die
and forget all my fears
the pleasant policeman
mix milk with your bear
a penpal romance
with a voice oh so clear
a flailing of fate
a random twist in the path
you got me wracking my brain
you got me doing the math
of when I see you
I put on my best
a welcome break from
the world spinning fast
I wanna run run run
go somewhere new
I wanna run run run
escape hell with you
run run run
let's get out of here
and I hope
and I pray
that we'll leave this place someday
gonna drive up north with no direction in mind
just hit the road just to see what we find
and run run run
go somewhere new
I wanna run run run
escape hell with you
run run run
let's get out of here
I wanna run run run
go somewhere new
I wanna run run run
escape hell with you
run run run
let's get out of here
and I hope
and I pray
that we'll leave this place someday
gonna drive up north with no direction in mind
just hit the road just to see what we find
and run run run
go somewhere new
I wanna run run run
escape hell with you
run run run
let's get out of here
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Hot Change is the solo project of one very angry and very gay cowboy. Genre is inconsistent as the release schedule.
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