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Cavity

by hot change

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1.
Double Red 04:50
2.
gonna film a music video for this out in hurricane florence, see the video later this week or read my obituary. lyrics laying on the floor, our lives a mess playing with you hair as you lie on my chest we're linked again both run from guns, one from the law and one from fear I call you up and sigh when it's you I hear together again our busy lives, filled with the scent of cigarettes I drink it all in, then I drink to forget love's face again oh I'm just tryna take it in before my legs are swept out by the world's breakneck spin then it sweeps me away oh I'm just tryna live it all feel the rush of the chase, write the sweetest love song but where to begin I'd sit here sad and be all alone say I don't have time for bad emo poems but that's all I write filled with art but cannot seem to write it down searching for the breakup that'll let it all out tears and ideas flow always scared of pushing those I love away but too close or too far is where I feel okay but I'll change for you oh I'm just tryna take it in before my legs are swept out by the world's breakneck spin then it sweeps me away oh I'm just tryna live it all feel the rush of the chase, write the sweetest love song but where to begin oh I'm just tryna live my life think I found true love but then hurt from the knife in my side again oh I'm just tryna be kind help my fellow man get along by my side walking hand in hand life can be a mess, but don't think too hard there's people out there that love who you are just keep being you
3.
Lost Soul 04:41
oh observe the lost soul there he goes again needs to phone a friend oh no a quest for fools gold a fatal pattern plan it goes and starts again he takes a photo then he makes it look better from afar hide the lonely scar love like sand slips through gaps in hands a solo one man show singing harmonies at home so so beware he's got his life lined up but he's trending to the deep end where his plans will fall apart and he'll be helpless to repeat em getting out I'm sleeping at a house that's owned by i don't know while I dream bout a home running now I'm terrified of how im sprinting in the shoes of men with much to lose do you feel like you're all alone I know this place can be empty do you wish you had someone to hold I know I want someone to accept me do you fall asleep at night questioning if the world was meant for you when you wake in the morn do you think, when will i get to start new but youre not giving in and you're not giving out you're stronger than them so you'll kick and you'll shout. a metal taste in your mouth from biting them not the flesh of a foe but the lip of a friend the red plays on your tongue as you go back in another turkish delight but no temptation or sin the warmth keeps on growing till it's painfully hot but you gotta keep on going to push the boundaries of thought
4.
Boots 06:20
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Cavity 06:24
got four cavities this year taste the sickly sweet and confirm my fears four dark dots invade my sense of self and mind i crumble week by week while my teeth do so in kind don't know if i trust my body mirror morph and change not me picnic bench where you find me sobbing ash my cig and pat my pants for keys interlude thing introvert but i crave affection not real life but the concept of it not a lie when i want attention but terrified when I'm given a hit cover charge then I'm standing outside blowing smoke to escape the crowd feels like I'm here just wasting money I just sometimes wish they're not so goddamn loud [CHORUS] cavity feel the rot in your mouth laziness self care but blown out empathy gonna floss till i bleed agency what I lost but I need stuck inside and I wanna scream flaked again im thrown aside reading into signs more shallow than they seem false symbols i read then write double triple text my darling petrified of losing them not so scared of losing benefits but stuck in fear of losing a friend interlude fear of missing out taunts me while it robs my will to move so I'll stay right here in my desk chair catch 22 will make me lose hit up folks that have grown distant grasp on the strings of a friendship gone don't know if what they feel is pity or if they're scared of losing the bond [CHORUS] cavity feel the rot in your mouth laziness self care but blown out empathy gonna floss till i bleed agency what I lost but I need running my life to the ground again, I'll say HEY HEY watch as I'm moving bittersweet taste hits my tongue and then HEY HEY LOOK OUT I'm already losing stressing out coz i put off working in HEY HEY ITS COOL I'll do it later comin on strong coz I'm off my ritalin HEY HEY brushed off but don't hate her swept up in the social hurricane HEY HEY a gale force second wind feel like shit but I'm drunk to numb the pain HEY HEY why'd you go on home with him verse grows long so I'm gonna end the song HEY HEY how creative fuck off dude I'm just tryna finish strong HEY HEY give me a break man
6.
Anderson 03:55
you're not boring to me to take you out's not a chore spending time is a breeze and I wish I spend more so be my suzy and I'll be your sam innocent loving no need to be a man like an anderson film draped in amber and light futura font and symmetrical sights let's run away now to a beach where we can tent feels like a new trailhead though the first trail actually ends I wanna run run run go somewhere new I wanna run run run escape hell with you run run run let's get out of here and I hope and I pray that we'll leave this place someday gonna drive up north with no direction in mind just hit the road just to see what we find and run run run go somewhere new I wanna run run run escape hell with you run run run let's get out of here bitter smoke in my eye and it brings me to tears you make me not wanna die and forget all my fears the pleasant policeman mix milk with your bear a penpal romance with a voice oh so clear a flailing of fate a random twist in the path you got me wracking my brain you got me doing the math of when I see you I put on my best a welcome break from the world spinning fast I wanna run run run go somewhere new I wanna run run run escape hell with you run run run let's get out of here and I hope and I pray that we'll leave this place someday gonna drive up north with no direction in mind just hit the road just to see what we find and run run run go somewhere new I wanna run run run escape hell with you run run run let's get out of here I wanna run run run go somewhere new I wanna run run run escape hell with you run run run let's get out of here and I hope and I pray that we'll leave this place someday gonna drive up north with no direction in mind just hit the road just to see what we find and run run run go somewhere new I wanna run run run escape hell with you run run run let's get out of here

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My debut album. Also I finally got those cavities filled.

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released January 11, 2019

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Hot Change is the solo project of one very angry and very gay cowboy. Genre is inconsistent as the release schedule.

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