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Cavity

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I got a teeth cleaning this year and they found 4 cavities, coincidentally this was the same day my dental insurance expired which sucked.

lyrics

got four cavities this year
taste the sickly sweet and confirm my fears
four dark dots invade my sense of self and mind
i crumble week by week while my teeth do so in kind

don't know if i trust my body
mirror morph and change not me

picnic bench where you find me sobbing
ash my cig and pat my pants for keys

interlude thing

introvert but i crave affection
not real life but the concept of it

not a lie when i want attention
but terrified when I'm given a hit

cover charge then I'm standing outside
blowing smoke to escape the crowd

feels like I'm here just wasting money
I just sometimes wish they're not so goddamn loud

[CHORUS]
cavity
feel the rot in your mouth

laziness
self care but blown out

empathy
gonna floss till i bleed

agency
what I lost but I need



stuck inside and I wanna scream
flaked again im thrown aside

reading into signs more shallow than they seem
false symbols i read then write

double triple text my darling
petrified of losing them

not so scared of losing benefits
but stuck in fear of losing a friend

interlude

fear of missing out taunts me
while it robs my will to move

so I'll stay right here in my desk chair
catch 22 will make me lose

hit up folks that have grown distant
grasp on the strings of a friendship gone

don't know if what they feel is pity
or if they're scared of losing the bond

[CHORUS]
cavity
feel the rot in your mouth

laziness
self care but blown out

empathy
gonna floss till i bleed

agency
what I lost but I need




running my life to the ground again, I'll say
HEY HEY
watch as I'm moving

bittersweet taste hits my tongue and then
HEY HEY LOOK OUT
I'm already losing

stressing out coz i put off working in
HEY HEY ITS COOL
I'll do it later

comin on strong coz I'm off my ritalin
HEY HEY
brushed off but don't hate her

swept up in the social hurricane
HEY HEY
a gale force second wind

feel like shit but I'm drunk to numb the pain
HEY HEY
why'd you go on home with him

verse grows long so I'm gonna end the song
HEY HEY
how creative

fuck off dude I'm just tryna finish strong
HEY HEY
give me a break man

credits

from Cavity, released January 11, 2019
recorded by me in charlotte

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Hot Change is the solo project of one very angry and very gay cowboy. Genre is inconsistent as the release schedule.

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